TIME TO FESS UP AND GET SOME HELP

Well I have had a lovely time in Mildura and I'm now back to reality. I have checked in on a few blogs and updated myself on everyones preogress - and it makes me depressed. I am so off track at the moment and really don't feel like I have it in me to do this weight loss thing at all.......

I drank way too much (socially) on our break, had cooked brekkys everday AND cheese platters every night before tea. There was 10 of us there and it was very hard to say NO to ANYTHING.....and lets just say I didnt anyway!?!?

SO where to from here? Do I go back to ww and try again? Im a member at the gym and have booked bailey in starting from next week and I am not sure if I will just try this and eating healthy? Walking every morning as well????? Gee that hasn't happened in a long time.

I do know I have had the worst start to the year than anything ever in my life and I need to give myself a break but it is really hard sometimes to try and get over things and not eat emotionally. I have been terrible lately. I have slipped back into the eating when no one else is around as well as WAY TOO MUCH. I am even to the point where I pretty much constantly have heartburn - what am I doing to myself??

I really need some major motivation here guys - I have around 5 months until my birthday and I know I wont be at goal but I could try and lose another 20 kgs or so by then?

I have re joined Paulenes 12 week easter challenge and I am hoping this will be enough to get me going again. I am going to weigh myself every Friday morning and report in. I was very naughty last time and kind of quit - sorry hon I wont do it again as I know its a waste of your time. Anyway heres to me getting my head around all this crap, putting the start of the year behind me, moving on with my head held high and proud and start feeling like that slim chick I was becoming a couple of months back!?!?!?!?!?

Sounds good anyway - I just have to make actions speak louder than words.

A NEW HOUSE AND A NEW BEGINNING

Well hello everyone - I know I have been terribly slack and not been blogging - I have just been so so so busy!!!! Weight wise (not the best) I havnt put on, But I havnt lost either. I have not been to gym for 10 days as I have been very very busy cleaning the house as we have put it on the market. We have been here nearly 7 years and built it back then, made our money and now we are going to do the same again. We have brought a block of land in Tooradin. We are looking at selling here, then building something bigger out there. It is only 12 kilometres away and I can't wait.... I have been out nearly every day looking at house displays - trying to find the house of my dreams. It is all really daunting, but very exciting at the same time.

Anyway I am really sorry I have not been around, and thanks for the emails and messages. I tend to answer the emails more so than the blog entries, but I promise to get around to you all very soon and catch up on all your exciting news, now that I have just told you mine.

Going to Mildura for 10 days over Easter and I so can't wait. It will be totally relaxing and I wont have to make sure my house is spotless every single time I walk out the door. Anyway talk soon, kys